saya sangat mahu!!!

argh!!!! sgt mahu slr... tp now dh xde keje... ayok kene cr job cepat ni... have to buy slr this year gak... for a start aku target nk buy Nikon D3000 dulu... nnti ade duit lbh tukar advance sket...

dah ade slr bru best nk g jln2 n snap gambar byk2... nnti nk g beach... waterfall... dan byk agi... haha aku kan kaki berjalan... kene decide keje yg best ni.... kalo tak mmg sume ni dalam mimpi jela :p

a come back

it's been a long time that i didn't write anything... i've tried but i don't know, i just can't... coz when i write... i write with my heart... and these few months my heart was not stable.. feel kind a bit lost... trying hard to get back on track... too many things happened in my life...

anyway i guess i'm ok now... yeah ok... so for a start just wanna write anything...

just finish watching kungfu panda... was a nice story... really enjoy it and the message in this movie was so meaningful and had touch my heart... thank you to KUMARAN :)... yeah i really need this kind of movie now since i have issue regarding what i wanna do after this...

it's been a week that i've quit my job... and still i didn't decide what i want to d after this... i have 2 options... 1st is job hunting, work with people... 2nd run my own business or work for myself...

it is a tough decision to make... haih... life is about making choices and i don't want to pick a wrong option... but there is no right and wrong decision because at that particular time our decision is right based on the information that we have at that time...

how eh...

what is so good being in love?

Being in love will open possibilities for you to get hurt
Your heart will be unstable and easily get emotional
You will not react the way you should
Everything will be base on you emotion
You will become weak when you are in love
Easily distracted by your lover’s actions
You will be dependent to your partner
No freedom and sometimes no justice
You will forgive even the mistake should not be forgiven
And usually you put your partner first then yourself in every action you want to take
The best part is people will be blind and stupid when they are in love.

So,
What is so good being in love?

what color is my soul...

You’re soul is gold, the colour of goodness, bravery and leadership. Gold souls are warm and friendly to anyone around them. They make anyone feel welcome and treat everyone as an equal. Their good deeds make them popular all around and many people go to them for help, advice, or even just a good chat. Gold souls will always put others before themselves.

However, gold souls will often neglect their own emotions as they so often act on what will make others happy.

Although you may want to please everyone all the time, stop and think of your actions. Does it make you happy or are you living with a terrible sadness while others around you walk away happy? Do something for yourself once in a while. Look out for number 1!

i'm sorry darling

It’s been a long time since i jumpe nyda n nadeeya. So, today I decide to meet them for berbuka. But, apparently hujan lebat gle. I dah excited gle nak jumpe nyda. I’m sorry darling. Next time we go ronggeng rokiah. Take care. I miss you.

kehilangan

hati merintih perit meratap hiba
saat kusedari kau ingin pergi
pergi tanpa sebarang alasan
yang lebih menyakitkan tak ku tahu apa khilafku
sedang aku masih tercari-cari
kau makin jauh
melangkah tanpa menoleh lagi

maafkan aku jika ada dosaku padamu
tiada niat di hati menyakitimu
dan aku juga masih tercari dosa2 ku
yang mungkin terlalu besar
hingga kau terpaksa melangkah
meninggalkan ku

live well, love much, laugh often...

saturday, 30th august 09. i've found a book at mph jusco ipoh title "LIVE WELL, LOVE MUCH, LAUGH OFTEN". it really catch my attention. then i decide to buy it.

monday, 31st august 09. i've started to read that book. the intro is full of motivations and i hope by reading this book i can find the way how to live my life like before...

i really hope.