i wish to have a very happy family where we can spend more time together . g vacation ke . dinner kat luar same2 . kemas umah same2 . hmmm i'm not saying dat i'm not grateful wit wut i have now . but it would be better if my parents have more time for me n my siblings .
i was born in a family dat my parents sgt la busy . i didn't blame them coz i noe they've work hard for us . so almost sume benda i did by my own . i started staying home alone since i was standard 1 . memang i have a babysitter yg jaga - nenek sblh umah (sgt merindui nek zah) . but xtau i just went to nek zah's house for lunch je . then after dat dah start with my own activities :p .
ayah mase tu keje bwk teksi . so timing keje xtentu . ma jela yg slalu melayan aku yg hyper active ni :p . sian ma hehehe . then ble ade my second sis yana . ayah n ma lg busy . sbb have to support 2 anak . hmmm poor them :(
yana n me lain2 babysitter . yana nye umah babysitter kat hujung row umah aku . nenek die kaye (bak kate nek zah yg jaga aku :p) aku sgt syg yana even slalu gle gado . gado smpi ade one time ayah laga kpale kteorg hahaha biul jap mase tu :p . so hari2 after lunch i will go n visit si debab (yana dat time sgt la debab n comel n putih - aku suke gle cubit pipi die n die suke gigit aku) . tapi nenek yana seems xsuke aku sgt sbb aku hyper active . n ade je activity yg aku nk wat ngan yana . yana ofcoz la akan join aku kan .
so ade one day tu mase aku tgh main2 dgn yana, nenek tu suh aku balik aku cam tak nak sbb tengah syok main . pastu die cakap kat aku nek zah pgl balik . so aku pun pegi la umah nek zah . once aku kuar je n start jalan g umah nek zah aku tgh nenek tu bwk yana kuar umah naik kete . aku lari g umah nenek yana tapi diorg dah pegi :( . so after dat i went to umah nek zah . aku nangis kat nek zah even aku xpaham ape aku rase dat time but aku rase sgt sedey . then aku igt nek zah ckp "lain kali jgn la slalu pegi sane . diorg xsuke ." then aku ckp "tp adik nurza ade kat sane . nurza nk main ngan yana ." then nek zah nangis n peluk aku . die ckp "xpe la nurza main kat sini . main dgn nenek ek ." sedeynye . gle discriminate . from that day aku memang xsuke nenek yana . aku xpegi sane slalu . n ble balik umah yana slalu tanye nape aku xdatang sane sangat . die bosan xde kawan nak main . aku cakap aku ade banyak keje skolah .
dah aku tulis takat ni je dulu . nnti smbg lagi . terasa nak nangis plak . huhuhu
