Friday, November 26, 2010

coeur

broken
even it stop bleed
the scar will remain there
forever...

Saturday, November 13, 2010

5 bulan di Penang

esok cukup 5 bln aku ade kat penang ni, jauh dr sume kesayangans aku. yes i miss them so much. everyday when i woke up in the morning, akan kire brape hr lagi bole jumpe mereka semua. sometimes i wonder how my senior can tahan. hehe but diorg nye bf ade kat penang juga. so xde la teruk sgt.

senior aku kak sab ckp aku mmg kental gile ble mule2 dtg penang. xnangis, xmoody. haih tu kat luar je. dalam hati tuhan je tau. dh la dtg sebatang kara je kat penang ni. sume benda baru. but aku dh ckp kat diri sendir, i need to be strong. ade reason nape aku dtg sini :)

working with penang team is fun. aku ade senior yg best, kak sabrina n kak rachel. diorg dua2 pgl aku adik. hehehe. n now bf kak rachel pun pgl aku adik. mmg rase cm adik2. siyesly dua org ni la yg byk tolong aku. sbb mase start2 keje mane ade training. so blasah je la. kak sabrina n kak rachel la yg jd kamus n buku rujukan bergerak aku. dr keje smpi personal things aku pun diorg tolong. siyesly sgt baik. xkan lupe jasa korg smpi bile2.

currently aku menjaga 22 station di area perak, penang n kedah. aku suke keje aku sbb byk interact dgn org. hr2 blaja benda baru. n dealer2 aku sume very helpful. mcm2 perangai. mase mule2 aku jumpe diorg, sume cm pandang semacam. hehe mesti igt biar betul budak kecik ni nk jaga kte. yela diorg sume dh veteren. aku mule2 pun terfikir bole ke aku nk lead diorg ni. but so far ok la. but still byk kene blaja agi.

keje aku memerlukan aku byk move. station aku yg paling jauh dlm 1 1/2 jam drive. cm drive dr ipoh nk g kl je. very tiring la but still aku enjoy. aku bole handle penat tu lg. tp ble jiwa kacau sbb jauh dgn kesayangans haaa mmg la xbole blah. dh msk bln ke 3 aku dh goyah. sbb bukan senang aku nk manage ble nk blk ipoh jumpe family, ble nk blk s.alam jumpe abg syg. pastu kadang2 ade je activity menejut yg aku kene attend mase weekend. dh la ku jenis xsuke ble plan aku org kaco :P

haih... bru 5 bln. min aku kat sini dlm 3 yrs. lg 2yrs 7mths. n yes sometimes aku doubt decision aku pindah penang ni. hope boss aku yg baik hati bole pindahkan aku base kat ipoh cpt2 :P

and for now aku just pegang ape opah slalu pesan kat aku " Nurza, Allah tu maha adil. Dia xkan uji kite dengan benda yang kite xmampu nk tanggung. Nurza kene byk2 sabar. Nurza kan kuat :) ".